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Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Weigh-in... Again

I hopped on the scale on Monday.

278 even.

I gained nearly 4 pounds since last weigh-in.

And I don't find it nearly as upsetting as I should.  I wish I could say it's because I'm learning not to beat myself up... but it's not.  I think I'm just going through another 'I don't care' phase (which I've obviously had a few of in my life.  One does not get to nearly 300lbs whilst actively giving a crap- amIrite?).

But I don't WANT to be in that place- which I think is actually a pretty big step.  I'm aware of it.  I'm ready to try and resist the temptation to pack it in, again, for the thousandth time.

I am aware of my lack of drive, desire, and willpower- and I'm going to push through it.

I will!

I'm not sure how, but I will.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Bestie's Here to visit!!!

I'm admitting it to myself ahead of time:  this week probably won't go so well.

My best friend, Andrew, (whom I see roughly every 6 months) is here to visit for the week.

I'm going to do my damnedest to eat well during meals- but I am totally aware that snacks and drinks will be happening.  So, instead of getting down on myself, I'm hoping to maintain- and we'll go from there next week!

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Oops, I disappeared.

A thousand apologies, oh patient ones...  Things have been INSANE around my house...  But I am here.  My drive and willpower... eh, maybe not so present the last week or two.  But I'm back!