Soo... I haven't posted in a couple of weeks.
I kept oversleeping on Sundays (my usual weigh-in day) and forgetting to hit the scale before I headed out to work.
I have been keeping an eye on things, weighing occasionally but not oficially, etc.
And I'm maintaining.
236.4 this morning (maintained from last week).
I'm not thrilled, but I'm not surprised.
I have been hitting the gym, but not as much. Watching my intake sometimes, indulging sometimes. Not sleeping nearly enough, but trying out this whole 'having a life' thing.
Basically doing exactly what I hope to when I hit goal. Maintaining a balance...
Problem being I'm a long ways away from goal, lol. But then again, in the past if I wasn't paying utterly exacting attention I would immediately pack pounds back on... so sanity and maintenance is something new. And I'm pretty proud of that, too.
I have been going to local NA meetings lately, to support someone close to me, and find they really help me. Like much more than I would've anticipated. I had stopped into an OA meeting a time or two before, and was very turned off by them (partly because OA is pretty specific to OA and not broader ED as addiction, and partly because I didn't exactly gel with middle-aged biblethumping women... glad that works for them, but lightyears away from my reality); NA meetings, however, appeal to me much more. They're a far less judgemental group and the definition of addiction is much broader, as is their 'higher power' outlook (vs a Christian God).
Every little bit, I suppose.
Also, I'm testing out a bit of aversion therapy on myself tonight. We're having some people over to swim... and I'm wearing a bikini... and, theoretically at least, the world probably won't end. Wish me luck.